Living for 14 years thinking all I did was to seek the best in life through pleasing people, and me. I want fame, I want to be in. I wanted to be friends with famous online people because it feels great to be friends with someone famous right? I want to have a lot of followers on social networking sites. I want to be noticed by people. I feel appreciated when someone reblogs/likes my posts and RTs my tweets. It was a way to feel loved because I felt that people irl don’t really notice me. There was even a point in my life where I told myself I’ll study to please my parents, because that would be a way to feel their love for me. And fortunately, everything happened the way I wanted it to be. I felt that my cup of emptiness is finally filled with a tea (bc not a coffee person) of happiness.

After I gained the fame and all, I slowly lost it. I lost (not totally tho) the interest in kpop (which is the sole reason why I gained ~*^fAmE^*~) so my spazzing Twitter account isn’t really useful anymore. Those famous friends I had were big backstabbers. Not all of them though, but because of some of them I experienced being hated online for the very first time in my life. Once again, my cup of happiness became a cup of emptiness.

But when I met Jesus, everything changed. He made me realize that all the fame I had is nothing compared to His unending love for me. He filled my cup of emptiness with His overflowing grace, satisfying me all the way through. If it weren’t for Him, I’m still probably very desperate for a fill of fame and glory the world offers me. What about you? Are you satisfied with what you drink?