I don’t know why but I started to feel so down and insecure and sad and anxious and pathetic and angsty. I’m thinking of my past mistakes again, and I can’t help but feel like it’s all my fault, and I deserve the punishment–the feeling of loneliness.
I don’t know why I started to listen to this song again. I don’t know why but I felt good. I felt this surge of electricity flow in me. I felt alive.
I hear it calling outside my window, I feel it in my soul. I hear my mind screaming “Oh screw you insecurities! This is gonna be the best day of my life!"
