January 23, 2016

Ballad was not playing in the background. Actually, they were performing a remix of Overdose but my heart wanted to jump out of my chest to free fall into the main stage when I felt the sudden urge to cry so hard (and cry I did gdi they were performing something upbeat and I was crying ??). Probably because after stanning them since pre-debut 4 years ago, I only got to see them perform live this year; and I think seeing them in personal made me realize that they’re real! They’re actually real and I’m not sitting in front of my laptop and waiting for updates but I’m inside the arena with all these other fans swimming in an ocean of silver (which is also one of my fangirl goals by the way), screaming our lungs out and witnessing these boys dance and sing.